Tuesday, April 04, 2006 @7:33 pm

what a day i've had.
musta sneezed like around 100 times.
i think i have a weak immune system.
despite the healthy food, organic stuff that's been down my throat since a few years ago when my mum decided to go all 'healthy'.
go figure. (about me hving a weak immune system that is)
anyway, i finally couldn't take it and went home in the middle of remedial.
my eyes were all watery and my nose couldn't stop running.
thanks amanda for sending me out all the way to the gate although i know u just wanted an excuse to slack from remedial. (: but still thanks.
well, as i was on bus31, staring through the window as the rain poured relentlessly.
and my mind just began to wander into its own world, and i remembered an incident a few years back.
i used to like this guy when i was young and we were out as a group with several other friends.
then we were in the midst of some activity when it started raining.
i went out in the rain for some reason, and that guy shouted at me to get back into the shelter.
and as i was in the bus trying my best not to fall asleep, i figured,
if a guy would do something like that, it should definitely mean that at least he cared right?
hard to imagine, but this guy is now someone whom i barely talk to anymore.
he keeps his distance from me, and i do the same.
and the funny thing is, i don't feel the least bit crushed or dejected.
but its hard to move on too, since i know its impossible for anything to happen.
hmm, a bus ride home on a rainy day really sets a person thinking, since the rain and the gloomy, hovering dark clouds set the whole melancholic and yet cosy ambience.
or at least that's how i feel.
♥ Why did you pick a tune when I'm not in the mood?